Hi Mum, think your getting the new shower at last, I know you are watching us all and helping me find things when i lose them. just show's i'm getting old too. you once said to me, Jane i feel sorry for you because i know what your going to go through when i die, dont think anything could be worse than you not being here. no words can describe how i feel when i think about not seeing you, talking to you, touching you, feeling your soft skin, god it hurts. love you always mum xxxxxxxxx